My first time story is a little unique, at least in some ways. I am 37, and 7 years ago I was leaving my job, and went to Happy Hour with some co-workers. By the end of the evening, it was down to me, Ron and Shelly, both of whom I worked with.
We were talking about all kinds of things, and somehow it came up that they both sleep nude. They asked if I did, and I said yes I did, even though I did not. I don't know why I said that - I guess I didn't want to sound lame. I stayed in touch with both of those two, we were all close friends. 3 years after that, I moved in with my b/f, and I was telling Ron in an e-mail that the bedroom was freezing. He replied back "I guess you can't sleep nude anymore then". I had forgotten all about that whole Happy Hour discussion, and I couldn't believe he remebered! I said something like "Yes, too cold in my new place", at least know I was being truthful. 2 years ago, I broke up with that b/f, and was very depressed. In an e-mail trying to cheer me up, Ron said (among other things), "Now you can sleep nude again". Once again, I couldn't believe he was still talking about it. I found myself very glad that a male was thinking of my body - not that I had feelings for Ron, nor he for me, it just being alone and sad, it was nice that a male was talking about my body. I really wanted to keep the nude discussions going, so I started making up stories about being nude around my apartment. It was fun to talk about, but oddly, I wasn't actually doing any of it. Eventually, I did start to sleep nude, and loved the feeling when I woke up, and had sheets touching every part of my body. I got real curious what it would be like to be nude around others. I found a place that held monthly pool parties in the nude. I was extremely nervous at first, but they assured me that what ever state of dress I felt best with was fine. When I got there, I decided to keep my suit on at first. I chatted with some people, and it felt very comfortable. In some ways, i felt dumb being dressed. Then low and behold who do I see, but my old friend Shelly from that famous Happy Hour. I'll never forget it, she was totally nude and had a big smile. She looked so beautiful, so happy, so uninhibited - she was everything I was hpoing to be. It was so different seeing someone from my "normal" world nude. At that point, I was overcome with a desire to show my body, so off went the suit, and I had the best time of my life! Everyone was so open and fun, and I loved the feel of being nude and free. Shelly introduced me to some people she knew, we all had a great time. Since then I have been a regular at those pool parties and other nude events. It gave me the motivation to work out more, and get toned up. I am in the best shape of my life, am closer to Shelly then ever, and even found a great guy. And it was all because I was afraid to say I slept with my clothes on 7 years ago :)
The desire to get gameped at a nude beach and the fear of letting the people around you see you naked...Both of these feelings are strong ? though the eagerness to expose the most secret corners of your body to the caressing rays of sun is still stronger. On the pages of xNudism you will be able to find the stories told by females and guys trying nude posing in public for the very first time in their lives.